draws.

          I wanted to say a few things regarding art kind of in general, it’s more on the subjective/mental side of becoming an artist and the particular mindset of being an artist. I didn’t want this in a ‘read more’ because I wanted other to see it. I have so many notes I might as well just make a broad picture sort of writing. There is a lot of advice to becoming an artist all over the internet or wherever. But I don’t see too many on HOW and artist should think or what his attitude should be. And trust me guys, this has really helped me in the long run. It’s short and sweet and hopefully easy to understand.

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heres my attempt haha.

I don’t have any tutorials or anything like that, I might do something in the future!

badoodle! pear shaped bat

badoodle! pear shaped bat

penelope sketch

penelope sketch

sketch yesterday ^^ 

also PLEASE READ~


I’ve been doing alot of thinking the past week and a half or so as an artist and I’ve discovered some things for myself I had not previously noticed before, and it might sound silly as you read it but here goes. I remember as a toddler grabbing crayons and markers and deciding I wanted to draw something amazing. I sat there long and hard trying to get what I imagined from my mind onto the paper, but it turned out nothing like I imagined. I remember it kind of bothering me for a moment, and I stood there and decided, at that point, that drawing was ‘too difficult’ and ‘I can’t really draw.’

I didn’t draw since then until about 4th grade, where we were given an assignment to draw any fictional character we wanted. You could either free hand the drawing, or trace it. I chose to freehand draw Horton the Elephant and worked really hard on it. And with the amount of time and effort I had put into the drawing, I was pretty sure to myself that I had the best drawing in the class. In addition to it being done freehand, I really impressed myself and felt pretty good.

Other kids in the class room were showing and complimenting each others drawings and when I finally showed them mine, I get a ‘you didn’t draw that’ and ‘nuh you traced that.’ It was dissapointing, but the thing I did wrong was agree with them. I in a sense betrayed myself as an artist for the second time now, by just deciding that I wasn’t what I wanted to be, which was an artist.

I stopped drawing yet again until 12th grade, where I had an art class that discussed art history, etc. I did a few assignments and just completely and abruptly dropped out of highschool and didn’t even bother with my diploma.

I went to a few states and came back to Washington, wait half a year and turn 20. I don’t know what struck me at that time, but I decide for real to become an artist. And now I’m almost 24. The last 3 years were tough with the amount of study.

But what I realized was that those decisions about MYSELF at a young age were the most damaging of my life. Saying to myself ‘I am not’ and ‘I can’t’ wasted a good 16 years of my life. They’re simply not true and you really betray yourself by deciding that, no matter your skill level.

But in any case I don’t think I need to wait till New Years to make a resolution or decision. I’m making a choice to with my origional goal, and be part of the group of friends whom also stay true to their own goals too.

sketch yesterday ^^ 

also PLEASE READ~

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coupla more simple doodles

Are you talking about the pelvis? its a jean line, but I edited it and made it more discernable haha

Are you talking about the pelvis? its a jean line, but I edited it and made it more discernable haha

doodle lol

doodle lol

two doodles

two doodles

Since you're my favorite artist, I just wanted to ask who your favorite artists are.

my all time favorite artists would have to xaxaxa, then endlingneighborstudios ^^

commission

commission

So reblogging this for my day watchers to see and… I ADDED A CHAIR, the magical wind devil is no longer holder her up.

So reblogging this for my day watchers to see and… I ADDED A CHAIR, the magical wind devil is no longer holder her up.

My Five Nights at Freddy’s 2 theory (spoilers)
commission

commission

some inactivity lately so here are some doodles, and gesture practice I did recently. Also enjoy my terrible efforts to create decent photos